Tired

I am so very tired, emotionally and physically. Not only am I pregnant, but I am caring for a toddler ALONE. Keith hasn’t been gone that long, and the time has just gone slowly by so far. Each day is a challenge, Kate is a challenge, something always goes wrong with the dogs, something always happens to make my life even more difficult. A lot of days, I’ve thought I just can’t do it anymore, I’ve got to go home or find someone to take care of Kate for a few days. Today was one of those days. Kate doesn’t understand that I’m exhausted, she just wants to have my constant attention. She doesn’t understand that I need a break, she just knows that she wants mommy. Because I am a single parent right now, I have to compensate for Keith not being here to play with her and spend time with her. I’m all tapped out to be honest. I don’t know what I will do if things don’t get better soon. I am praying for a solution because I know that I can’t go on, we can’t go on like this.